More waiting for phonecalls

Great, I have another day of waiting 9 hours for a phone call from an unknown number, this time from my insurance company about the menopause medication. Waiting for phone calls fills me with SO much anxiety, I get to the point where i'm scared to go to the bathroom bc what if they call??? uhg. i don't need this right now

AND my dad might be getting laid off in September. I really don't want to have to move, I like where I live now, I like the apartment, I like my doctors, idk what to do if I have to move during the middle of my series of injections??? hopefully even if he gets laid off we can manage to stay here for 6 months?? maybe?? hopefully??

I've been living with so much stress pent up, I'm gonna be using my journal to vent a lot